Friday, November 28, 2008

回家咯~

回到家那么多天我才突然有那么一丝丝一点点想上网哟~
哈哈,跟在ukm的时候疯狂上网差别也未免太大了吧?

到底家里有什么东西那么有吸引力能够抵得过上网呢?

我家里的零乱房间 ~
虽然很乱,却很温馨。。。尤其是那张乱乱小小的床...我的最爱

我的宝贝电视机~我好久没有抽时间陪你了啊~
*一直日夜培养回失去的感情*

我最爱的马桶厕所~
*恶心?不会啦。。。带你去ukm你就明白。。。呵呵*

我的家~我很想你呀~

这几天都和凯和英出去。。。
朋友的感觉又回来了~
想念你们~谢谢你们~


Friday, November 21, 2008

捆绑?释放?

*捆绑?释放?*

监狱 >>>>>

这扇门
是通往自由宽阔大道的门,
还是封闭孤独的通道?

回到最初的记忆
空荡荡的房间
我好想你们。。。谢谢一路陪伴


期待几个小时后的到来。。。

温暖的家~

~~~~~~~~~~~

快乐与否,

只是在于那一念之差,

你选择如何观看思想

你的人生便是那样走~

Thursday, November 20, 2008

*回家,爱,自由,独立。。。*

*回家,爱,自由,独立。。。*


再多18+多小时我就回家了很开心,很期待~你在那边有很想我吗?期待我回来吗?我想我又得让自己习惯有他朋友在他不是我专属的了
是自私吗?
那么久没有见他我很希望他的时间都是我的。。。
我得消除这个念头放开他还他他该有的时间和自由吧?
学会了没有他在身边的日子
现在轮到学习独立,就算他在身边?
是一种更高层次的独立吗?



我今天收拾房里的一切收到崩溃


那刻是多么难过当得不到他和朋友的明白
但算了吧~
我的难过学习自己解决担当就好了
我的人生我负责就够了吧?

今天的天空在下雨
我闻到风里有海洋的味道


但那海洋好遥远、好遥远。。。

[在一起错 分开了错。。。]
这样的关系进退两难吧?

我好想他。。。
我很好吗?

我的天空,我要挂满色彩。。
没有你, 我也要很努力幸福

幸福不是必然。。。
但我明白我该放开你,让你自由
你才会更爱我。。。
是吗?

好想妈妈的菜~ XD

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

拍拖续集

*拍拖续集*

放假第二集

昨天和宝贝室友michelle跑到了Midvalley去
我们打算早去早归的。。。我可七早八早就爬起来先洗衣

逛下逛下。。。饿了
我们的
麦当劳午餐
她爱的McChicken,我爱的Doublecheese

原来。。。我跟宝贝做室友上帝真的有考量过我们的共同点
我们的共同点如以下:
1.我们来自慵懒悠闲之地-沙捞越
2.我们都是信靠上帝同一个老豆的女子 XD
3.相同的爱赖床
4.同样的少了那么一点点爱整洁的那块
5.同样可以聊天聊到三点四点不用睡
6.一起在压力的考试期乱乱呐喊 哈哈
7.同样犹豫不决,想个决定大半天
8.同样有着天生购物狂没办法控制诱惑
。。。。。。

可能还不止这些吧?

原本三点要回学校,竟然搞到六点才回
其实我们都只是一直花时间在犹豫买哪个买不买
来回一直提款,因为真的太没立场



买到钱包都大出血。。。可怜的妈咪。。。
生了两个败家女。。。呵呵。。。

我们的战利品
多到几夸张下的咯

喂饱两个又饿又累的‘神经病’。。。哈哈
暖暖的~
鲁肉饭和 贡丸汤

不错的台湾小吃店
我和清月都喜欢

认真的宝贝吃晚餐,累坏了噢?

她偷拍我,害羞莫~ XD

我的宝贝和我的大收获
大部分是她的。。。 ^^

前天买的衣服,陆续星期四会又血拚续集。。。
完了完蛋了~

虽然累,但我真的很开心。。。
宝贝室友,我们下次再去拍拖行街街好吗?

要回家了,期待,
3 天。。。
期待星期四>>>>

Sunday, November 16, 2008

拍拖日

*拍拖日*

放假第一集 =)


今天和美婷他们一起去KL Times Square找我的darling盈
早早起来就好兴奋!

送她妹妹到金河去就一起去times的Gasoline 吃午餐
气氛不错的餐厅,大家可以试试去 =)

我的草莓shake
(几漂亮一下咯。。。却淡了点,好想念古晋的草莓smoothie^^)

我的不懂什么包鱼菜饭???不错~

和达林从下午一点逛到三点快四点
几乎‘凡走过必留下痕迹’的买了很多东西
很鬼开心下咯
我的第一条skinny jeans才三十蚊哦!
我还和达林买了情侣装呢。。。呵呵。。。
一条我们俩都超级喜欢的连身裙哦!!!

看她笑到几开心~那么多战利品喔。。。

我也不赖嘛~嘻嘻。。。

和达林逛街的感觉真的很开心~
共同的目标、一起买到无法自控、
喜欢一样的东西、给彼此的意见、一样的眼光
唯独跟他逛街我可以很自在的试衣问她意见
很久都没有酱了咯。。。真的很开心~
爱死你呀!期待下次见面...
(她还特地煮了糖水带给我。。。
暖暖的甜甜的。。。进到心里。。。很深很深 *^^*)

监狱外的青草地~

回去的时候挤ktm挤很多轮才挤到。。。
累爆~看她们等到几累。。。哈哈。。。

空荡荡的车站。。。回家的路。。。?

我和亲亲darling

开心~ 我的darling我爱你。。。
谢谢路上有你...

我很期待回家呀! 多五天罢了。。。

明天拍拖日二。。。和我的宝贝室友Michelle ^^
期待~虽然出去真的很累 ~.~

Saturday, November 15, 2008

放假了~

*放假了*

YEAH!!!
终于考完试了~
这一两个星期简直快要崩溃了啊。。。

今晚和jayne,璇,宝贝一堆人去到大众吃晚餐
当作是庆祝我们考完的脱离苦海~







还没考完的宝贝和jayne,加油!
我们要一起去逛街叻。。。

放假咯!
开始游玩了(^^)V
要回家了。。。期待~

明天就可以见到达林了~开心~ XD

Friday, November 14, 2008

新的开始

我的部落格换了个新面貌哟~

超级无敌感谢我的达林的~huggies***
若不是她我看我不是放弃就是崩溃。

终于考完我最崩溃的一颗abm了
明天就是我的终极一纸了, 呵呵。。。
而我竟然还很颓废的在上网更新部落格,哈哈。。。
怎么办?@@"

很快就是星期天
Yeah!!!可以和达林见面咯~
我要和她逛街买衣服谈天说地。。。想你呀~这么久没见

新的部落面貌、过了恐怖考试=新的生命、要放假了=新的旅程

p/s:超想修头发。。。刘海很丑呀。。。555 T.T

大家,我要回来咯~ ^^v
古晋,等我。。。
再多六天。。。

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Tears...

I wanna cry i wanna die~

I cun remember da names n protein factors~

No time left!!!!

I dun wanna sit for tat paper...

I cun continue tis journey dy... I cun... T.T

ABM!!!!!!


ABM~

i dunno how i dunno y...

Can i continue????

Aaaarrrrggghhhhh~

i wanna shout i wanna cry i wanna have all my memory increased!!!!!!


Sob Sob Sob~

Can someone teach me how to clear out all my memory?
and put in all ABM? i dun like protein
i dun like replication~

=(

Monday, November 10, 2008

Isaiah 65:24

Isaiah 65:24 - Before they call, I will answer

Read a touching story bout our Almighty God.
He is always there to listen to our prayer n answer...
It's just a matter if u have d faith in him~
Just cal upon him, because before u pray to Him,
He has already prepare the answer for u n ur needs...


God cannot be meassure using science
The only pathway between us n Him is jz by one simple element:
FAITH*

So pray hard n never give up for He shall answer ur prayer despite of
fear,pain,tiredness or exhaustion,spiritual stagnation,self doubting, sin...
He is there... always there...

Just wanna share this touching story with u all =)

One night I had worked hard to help a mother in the labor ward; but in spite of all we could do, she died leaving us with a tiny premature baby and a crying two-year-old daughter. We would have difficulty keeping the baby alive, as we had no incubator (we had no electricity to run an incubator).

We also had no special feeding facilities. Although we lived on the equator, nights were often chilly with treacherous drafts. One student midwife went for the box we had for such babies and the cotton wool that the baby would be wrapped in.

Another went to stoke up the fire and fill a hot water bottle. She came back shortly in distress to tell me that in filling the bottle, it had burst (rubber perishes easily in tropical climates). 'And it is our last hot water bottle!' she exclaimed. As in the West, it is no good crying over spilled milk so in Central Africa it might be considered no good crying over burst water bottles. They do not grow on trees, and there are no drugstores down forest pathways.

'All right,' said, 'put the baby as near the fire as you safely can, and sleep between the baby and the door to keep it free from drafts. Your job is to keep the baby warm.'

The following noon, as did most days, I went to have prayers with many of the orphanage children who chose to gather with me. I gave the youngsters various suggestions of things to pray about and told them about the tiny baby. I explained our problem about keeping the baby warm enough, mentioning the hot water bottle, and that the baby could so easily die if it got chills. I also told them of the two-year-old sister, crying because her mother had died.

During prayer time, one ten-year old girl, Ruth, prayed with the usual blunt conciseness of our African children. 'Please, God' she prayed, 'send us a water bottle. It'll be no good tomorrow, God, as the baby will be dead, so please send it this afternoon.'

While I gasped inwardly at the audacity of the prayer, she added, 'And while You are about it, would You please send a dolly for the little girl so she'll know You really love her?'

As often with children's prayers, I was put on the spot. Could I honestly say, 'Amen'. I just did not believe that God could do this. Oh, yes, I know that He can do everything, the Bible says so. But there are limits, aren't there? The only way God could answer this particular prayer would be by sending me a parcel from homeland. I had been in Africa for almost four years at that time, and I had never, ever received a parcel from home. Anyway, if anyone did send me a parcel, who would put in a hot water bottle? I lived on the equator! Halfway through the afternoon, while I was teaching in the nurses' training school, a message was sent that there was a car at my front door.!

By the time I reached home, the car had gone, but there, on the veranda, was a large twenty-two pound parcel. I felt tears pricking my eyes. I could not open the parcel alone, so I sent for the orphanage children.

Together we pulled off the string, carefully undoing each knot. We folded the paper, taking care not to tear it unduly. Excitement was mounting.

Some thirty or forty pairs of eyes were focused on the large cardboard box.>From the top, I lifted out brightly colored, knitted jerseys. Eyes sparkled as I gave them out. Then there were the knitted bandages for the leprosy patients, and the children looked a little bored. Then came a box of mixed raisins and sultanas - that would make a batch of buns for the weekend. Then, as I put my hand in again, I felt the.....could it really be? I grasped it and pulled it out - yes, a brand-new, rubber hot water bottle. I cried. I had not asked God to send it; I had not truly believed that He could. Ruth was in the front row of the children. She rushed forward, crying out, 'If God has sent the bottle, He must have sent the dolly too!'
Rummaging down to the bottom of the box, she pulled out the small, beautifully dressed dolly. Her eyes shone! She had never doubted!

Looking up at me, she asked: 'Can I go over with you and give this dolly to that little girl, so she'll know that Jesus really loves her?'

That parcel had been on the way for five whole months. Packed up by my former Sunday school class, whose leader had heard and obeyed God's prompting to send a hot water bottle, even to the equator. And one of the girls had put in a dolly for an African child - five months before, in answer to the believing prayer of a ten-year-old to bring it 'that afternoon.'


h@ppie bday~

Happy birthday to my dear dear boy *huggies*

N also to girl, lil sis^^

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不知道我们下个星期能见面吗?
我其实很想念你。。
*
你懂吗?


**********************************************
担心你~


好想念你这样的笑容~
一切会更好的,相信我好吗?
你读的那么辛苦,我看了都好难过、好心痛


加油,我等着你~

干八爹,永不放弃*
至你、你、朋友们、莹、仪、月、璇。。。还有我~





God damn tired after having 3 days of d 4day exam marathon
Gonna have my ABM soon...
Keep fighting!
please continue...syndy...please...hang on~

So tired for sleeping late few nights dy... ~.~
1st time, din touch lappie whole day yesterday!

Thursday, November 6, 2008

无题


今天其实没有什么特别的事
只是又捱完了艰难的一课。。。
可能对很多男生来说是易如反掌的事吧?
甚至有些女生也是。。。
但电脑?我真的没办法~
应该有一半乱猜,1/4不确定吧?
剩下的。。。应该寥寥无几了~

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突然有点心情忧闷~
呵呵。。。女生嘛。。。应该没得解的^^

还有六张,一个星期多。。。
看似很快,却又是那么的遥远
好想回家 ~
好想见到你们~
你们有没有想念当我们在一起的日子啊?XD

*******************************************

还有你。。。比比。。。
没有你在的日子 我学会了独立,勇敢
曾经的动摇,让我这刻更坚定
曾经很迷茫,问自己为什么你不懂?为什么你不是那样做?
那么多的为什么 却从来没有问过自己,
我,又做过了什么?

爱情本来就不是独脚兽,
单靠一只脚前进的爱爱又怎么能够跑得远、站得稳?
有些人的爱,需要金钱的喂养。。。
有些人的爱,需要的是确实的行动,少那么一点也不可以。。。
有些人的爱,需要肉体的满足。。。
有些人的爱,需要的是心灵上的交流与简单的关怀。。。
你的爱又是那一种?


爱,
是付出也是接受
是争吵也是安慰
是陌生也是了解
是任性也是忍让
是温柔也是狂野
是占有也是自由
是保留也是坦白




我们的爱呢?
好想你呀~
你们的爱呢?







+++++++++++++++++++++++++++

我要很努力呀!!!
虽然我离1st class honour很遥远 T.T
离2nd class 也有那么点距离。。。
但我会加油!

我很想回去放假耶~
等我哦~

p/s:我考试考到一半竟然想我去那里逛街等咯。。。惨~

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Aarrgghhh....

崩溃~
Stressed~

Is there a place high n wide enough here?

I wanna shout i wanna cry...
AaarrrrrggggHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

one paper down 7 more to go....

But... i already feel like i dun have energy to continue~

Her results, 3.51
His result 3.41
Her result, 3.76
& them, look so well prepared n confident

killing me~ suffocating ~ pressure~

God, pls guide me n help me... Please... T.T

stupid me, useless me...helpless...restless...

I need da prayer b4 exam, n da Holy Spirit now~ @.@''
Da rest is in Ur hands, i can only try try try...

Bless me, bless mich, bless my frens... Gambateh mich, for ur analytic chem n al d papers!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

大学里的文盲

今天jayne jayne就约我到图书馆温书了
去到温没有几久,就一直搬桌子

太吵了啦!!!

好不容易搬了几次,结果
..............



一群中国妹在聊天。。。
去图书馆不是温书的吗?

停了,算了。。。
怎么知道一阵子过后。。。

一群很很很很 很鬼讨人厌的
“马来相亲研讨大会开始了”


哇唠, 要笑要电女生讲话不会到咖啡店?
还是开个bilik perbincangan?
一直吵到没完没了
更‘ 带死’的是, 我不耐了shhh他们那文盲白痴的chatter box 竟然还shhh 回我。。。

气爆~

看jayne都气那群‘恨’嫁娶(广东话)的‘云吞’到酱 XD


看不懂吗?文盲就不要念大学啦。。。

如今我才明白大学生的素质越来越低了
连酱的字都看不懂
(但以上所指的绝对只限‘云吞’,非优秀的华人同胞哦!)

读了一天,就只为了明天的biodiversity。。。

头痛的一课,背熟了没?


也几努力的jayne ^^


加油啊张沁儿!

虽然1st class honour 好像有那么一点遥远。。。

P/S:很开心亲爱的darl考试拿到很不错的成绩
还有我很快就有机会看到她咯。。。
想你呀~

比比你也要加油~