Tuesday, November 24, 2009
randomnesssss update
Saturday, November 21, 2009
2012
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Monday, November 16, 2009
FUU

Friday, November 13, 2009
变
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Over+Sushi Zanmai
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
100 Insects
Monday, November 9, 2009
A Letter Promising I Love You (4)- END
A love story~ please refer to the previous posts...
Last post... Thanks for staying to read and sorry if it's not a perfectly nice story ^^

Subconsciously, Tyler could felt the presence of Mandy since the day of the accident.
He could smell the sweet scent of her hair nearby. He could feel each stroke of her fingers combing through his hair every day.
And when Mandy put his hand on her chest, he too could felt how fast Mandy's heart race and each beat of her heart gave him the strength to continue living. Even though he couldn't reach out for her physically, he wanted to rise again and give her a big hug but he was too weak to do so.
He was in pain, pain inflicted during the accident.
It seems tones of weight is been pressured upon him making him to weak to do anything else but to feel using his senses only.
He wanted to give up on her but the thought of spending the rest of his live with the love of his life was too great to be overcome. He couldn't resist himself and slowly his willpower in him grows as days goes by.
Slowly, he manages to see some light but still he couldn't manage to reach out for it.
As time passes by, the light started to grow, it grew brighter and its light gave even more strength to Tyler. The warmth from the light felt just like the warmth of Mandy's skin. Tyler grew stronger on the inside.
Their anniversary is coming near, Tyler wanted to celebrate with her. He couldn't resist the temptation of being not able to celebrate with her, he missed it last year, and he couldn’t afford to lose it again this time, he told himself.
A sudden surge of strength came to him, a force of will that came without him realizing it.
He rises, taking one step at a time, towards the guiding light that has been shining on him for the past few months.
He struggles, he falls a few times while making the effort, but he doesn’t give up.
Because deep inside he knows once he reaches the light, he will be able to see Mandy again.
At last, with much pain and determination, he manages to reach the light and tear right through it.
Bright lights pierce through his eyes when he tries to open his eyelid.
He opens his eyes slowly, weakly… He manage to see a blurry figure lying beside him, he couldn’t identify who it was. He tries to make a sound, but it seems tiny.
He tries again, finally, he manage to utter weakly,
"m.....a......n..........d............y?"
"m...a....n....d...y..."
A voice that sounds so like Tyler n yet she is not sure as the voice is so soft that she thought she imagine it.
And yet deep in her heart, she can feel how familiar this voice is.
A voice that she have been hoping to hear for the past few months.
A voice that gives her an adrenaline rush every time when he calls her name but is this Tyler?
Mandy wonders how come the dream is so different today. She slowly open her eyes while hearing herself say: “Is this you Tyler my dear?”
And in front of her eyes, she couldn’t believe what she sees.
There he was, blinking his eyes with his long lashes, and a gaze so deep so full of love.
Suddenly, big fat drops of tears fall from her cheek. She hold Tyler's hands strongly.
And this time, it was the tears of joy that rolls down
She hugged him so tightly as though he is gonna vanish once again like what he did in the dream.
“Tyler.....”
That was what she is capable of saying now and slowly Tyler wipes of the tears from her cheek.
With all the energy he had, he tries to speak clearly with his weak voice.
“Mandy.... will u marry me?”
Mandy gaze into Tyler's eyes, not knowing what to say as she have been waiting for this day too long that she lost her words as she soaks in the joy of feeling his warmth once again in her arms. She hugs him tightly and she suddenly remembers the dream.
The dream of Tyler and her having their own family. The dream that repeats every night telling her to have faith, to be strong so tat Tyler can live on.
“Yes…Yes I do.” Mandy says softly feeling embrace in Tyler’s love.
And slowly... weakly… softly... gently… Tyler took off the necklace from Mandy's neck and put the small ring into her fingers, where the ring should belong.
The sun shines into the room, making the small diamond sparkles.
Mandy can still feel the warmth in the ring, that was transferred from her chest.
The warmth that provides her with the faith...
To believe in their Love.
7 months after, they held their wedding ceremony church-like in the Garden of Eves.
It was a small scale wedding ceremony attended by families, relatives, and close friends.
Tyler was nervous when he stand at the end of the aisle to wait for Mandy. He keeps check on the watch wondering why she’s not here yet. Every waiting moment becomes so unbearable. He has been waiting for this moment so long to be spend to rest of his life with the love of his life.
There Mandy comes, walking from the other end of the carpet, dress in a simple dress with the white veil across her face. Even though there is a veil there, but Tyler can see how beautiful she is, he wants to remember this moment forever and tell their children how pretty their mother was on the day of their wedding.
The moment has come, the pastor asked both of them:
"Are you willing to take Tyler/Mandy as your husband/wife through thick and thin, through happy times and sad times, through ups and downs, never give up o abandon him/her despite of all, "
Both of them said Yes without any hesitation and so they kissed under the shimmering moonlight, witnessed by families, relatives, and friends.
Fireworks blasted thru the sky and it reads "Mandy, I Love You, Always and Forever" glimmered the sky for a split second. Mandy and Tyler dance under the moonlight and the background plays "Keri Hilson ft. Neyo - Knocked You Down "
I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place
I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the guy in me just died tonight
You were always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept yo
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'
We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
'Cause we had it, we was magic
I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
THE E-N-D
Raymond have fantastic english i think. What do all of you think about this story?
I like it personally. Just a Sharing~ Feel free to comment on anything. ^^
Knock you down is my fav hit song now. Trust me! it's nice...
Listen to the song played in my blog =)
p/s: treasure evryone that appears in your life esp those you love.
Life only happen ONCE~
Sunday, November 8, 2009
A Letter Promising I Love You (3)

With all the machines around him and all the tubes poking into him, lies Tyler peacefully like a baby sleeping in his cot.
Mandy walks towards his bed and slowly sit down calling Tyler's name softly.
"Tyler... It's me baby… I’m here for you, you have to wake up now. It's almost Christmas, we should start find our Christmas tree and decorate it like what we use to do every year, Tyler…"
Mandy calls him softly while shaking him gently worrying that she might hurt him although she really hopes that Tyler would wake up upon her call.
Tears once again fall down from her cheek but she tries to hold the tears back while holding his hand.
She can feel that Tyler needs her in his hands in order to wake up from his sleep.
But then she felt something… Tyler had his fist holding tight...
Mandy opens it up n saw a simple sparkling ring with a small shinning diamond.
And when she looked clearly, there were words carved in the internal of the ring.
"Tyler Loves Mandy 4eva"
"How can you leave me alone now? Wake up Tyler! Wake up!.... You haven even listen to my answer if I wanna marry you."
She cries all night long remembering all the times they had together in the past.
The first kiss, the first movie, the day when he ask her in a silly way if he can hold her hands?
The time when he stand by the door during winter time holding a small Christmas tree in snow for 3 hours just to wait her come home to give her the tree he decorated himself and to wish her Merry Christmas himself.
Mandy keep crying until she's tired feeling sorry that she have never done anything for him until she falls asleep besides his bed holding his hands.
There, she saw a beautiful little cottage with a beautiful garden and a little pool right beside the cottage.
There he is, my dear Tyler, playing with a little girl.
He seems so happy, so contented with his life, as if there's no any other thing that bothers him.
Together with their dog, they played cheerfully.
Mandy looking amazed takes little strides towards them, being careful and silent as not to disturb their fun. As she slowly approaches them, Tyler looks deeply into Mandy's eyes telling her
"We had a good life didn't we? We have our kids, our own serene cottage, financial freedom, and you know what the best thing of all is?"
Mandy responded shyly, "what's d best thing of all?"
Tyler responded by holding her and his daughter, and answered nonchalantly
"The best thing that ever happen to me is me having the both of you."
"I would have sacrifice anything, and I meant really anything to have the both of you in my life. The existence of both of you is what drives me, making me look forward towards another new day."
"Do you know how much happiness I felt whenever I open my eyes in the morning, you're d first thing I see?"
Mandy was blushing and whispered,
"I felt the same like you do each morning, but the only difference to it is that i observe you with my eyes half closed," Mandy chuckled.
Tyler asked Mandy, "so is this the life that you want with me?"
Mandy happily wanted to say "YES" but something strucked her. She couldn’t help but to blurt out,
"YES I do, but as far as I know we're still in the hospital."
“we're still in d hosp............"
Quickly Tyler places his finger across Mandy lips.
“Yes I do know what had happen in the past. What you see now is the future that we’re gonna have if I am to live through it. So the main factor right now is to decide whether do you wan to spend the rest of your life with me.”
“If it's a NO, than I shall not live as i couldn’t bear a single moment without you in my life.
“If it's a YES, I shall live, no, it's we shall live together but there is something that u must do for me to ensure that I live.”
Without second thought, Mandy asked "What is it? What is it? Tell me! Tell me!! I’ll do anything that you wan just tat I can be with you!!"
"It's a very simple request only my dear, I believe you can do it, and most importantly, have faith in yourself, believe in yourself as well as in me. Time will let you know what you should do. Have faith~ Faith!"
The image of Tyler started to shrink and spin moving further n further away from Mandy.
Mandy reach out her hands while calling for Tyler! TYLER!!
And yet the only sound she could hear was only the echoing sound of Have Faith~
f...a....i....t.....h….
What a wonderful morning. She can hear the birds chirping outside the window.
A gush of wind blow into the room sending a sweet and fresh sensation across her face.
The smell of end summer with the leafy smell came in along with the gush of warm wind. Everything seems so perfect, even Tyler that was still lying on the bed.
It has been 11 months since the accident. Machines are removed, tubes that support his life was put aside, bruises have recovered.
There he was, lying there handsomely. Like a prince falling into a deep sleep.
Tyler can now manage to breathe without the aid of machine but Dr says that they are unsure when Tyler will be awake from the coma.
It was the same dream, every night. The same dream that send a sweet sense to Mandy to remind her of how she should have faith in Tyler.
One day, one day the dream would eventually come true...
Looking at Tyler Mandy says :
"Good morning baby. It’s a wonderful morning again... you should wake up from your sleep now lazy pig. Muakzsss...”. A soft Kiss from Mandy falls on his cheek with a soft chuckle.
For the past 7 months, Mandy have evolve from a weak gal to Tyler's strong girl.
It’s the dream that gives her faith, to be strong to awaits the day when the dream come true.
The small ring was now hanging in front of her chest on the silver necklace.
And Mandy believed that one day, Tyler will put the ring on her finger himself.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
A Letter Promising I Love You (2)
A love story~ Please refer to previous post.
Here goes...

"Hello…" Mandy said with her trembling voice when she picks up the phone.
"Hello, is this Miss Mandy?” Says the voice at the other end of the phone.
Mandy answered anxiously, "Yes. and what happen to Tyler?".
The man on the other end of the phone replied her slowly assuring her that they are trying their best to stabilize Tyler.
"I’m afraid to tell you that Mr. Tyler is currently in ICU for extensive damage done to him due to an accident not long ago at a racing track. He had a concussion and a few broken ribs, and there's a severe internal bleeding. "
Mandy asked the man furiosly how could Tyler be in a racing track when he don’t even know how to speed??
The doctor said he doesn't know why but what he do know about is there has been an event at the racing track which have a grand prize of $10 000.
“…and by the way, he had a shining wedding ring in his hand held tightly.
We just couldn't get it out of his hand. I suppose he's trying to win the cash prize for you.”
Mandy stares at the telephone and her body goes numb.
The image of Tyler keeps on Going on and on in her mind. Tyler’s handsome face and muscular body.
"no… he couldn’t be hurt… he’s so strong.." She couldn’t believe what she have just heard, she couldn’t react to what she have heard until a voice screaming from the other end of the phone.
"Miss Mandy? Miss Mandy? Are u there? "
"Mr. Tyler gains his consciousness few minutes ago before we sent him for an operation and the word he last said is Mandy. That’s how we found your telephone number in his wallet
Is it possible for u to come over now?"
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Mandy cries all her way when she's in the plane,when she's in the cab Going to the hospital.
There were times when she told herself not to cry pinching her own arm and spoke to herself
"Tyler shall be fine! silly Mandy why are you crying? "
"Remember? Tyler says that he's going to come over for Christmas this winter.... he never break a promise and he wouldn’t break it this time either."
"…stop Crying like a baby, he's going to be fine...".
But when she stares outside the window, her tears starts falling again trickling down her pinkish cheeks as a result for running all the way to catch the cab.
"…nothing's gonna change my for you...
you ought to know by now how much I love u...
One thing you can be sure of, I’ll never ask for more than your love…
the world may change my whole life through but nothing’s gonna change my love for you… "
Suddenly this song that Tyler use to sang to her was playing inside the cab....
It was the song he sang to her the day when he ask Mandy to be her girlfriend.
The song that was also played for their first prom night dance.
It was their song, a song that was full of their memories. Sweetness, bitterness, happiness, sadness, tears, laughter. It was Tyler’s promise- Nothing’s gonna change his Love for Mandy.
Mandy couldn’t help but keep crying and praying that Tyler will be fine...
She tries to find her hanky to wipe off all the tears when she knew she almost reach the hospital. She won’t want Tyler to see her in tears ( even though she don’t know if he can see her or not).
But then, she notice the letter that she is still holding.
The letter tat Tyler wrote to her that she haven read it yet this morning.
She opens the letter...
And here's how the letter reads:
Dear Mandy,
It has been a long time since we both meet.
I miss you, day and night. And every single moment I couldn’t take my mind off you and thinking of you makes my heart race and skips a beat.
This is how bad I want to be with you.
We've been through lots of hardship together to have what we couldn’t had have and I’m happy because you're willing to stick with me, through high and low, through ups and down, you're there for me.
Therefore, I want this relationship of ours to last, now, later, forever, and if possible every single life that we can have each other.
If you can understand my words and my feelings towards you, you should know by now that I want to take care of you and be with you no matter what happens.
To put it bluntly, I wanna.....
MARRY you.
I’m honest about it. It aint sweet talk, I’m gonna make it happen.
Therefore, I hope you can understand for whatever actions that I may take in the future
I really do hope you can understand~
Love,
Tyler~ XOXO
Mandy’s tears just falls like pearls from a broken pearl necklace.
All the way she walk towards Tyler's room, she couldn’t see things clearly.
Everythingg seems so blur like nothing goes the way it should.
Tears was flooding her eyes..
She felt so weak when she walk towards the room which is just a few steps away.
Mandy almost though that her heart is gonna stop beating...
“…Why? Why? Why?... "
She screams it out when she just finish reading the letter. But then her voice get smaller and smaller until it is so weak that it's not even louder than a squeak of a mouse.
When she sees Tyler's room number, she almost fainted in front of the door.
Suddenly everything seems like turning. There was a blackout for a few seconds for she is too weak to face Tyler for all he have done... just for her... Just for his beloved Mandy…
But deep inside her heart she heard a voice calling...
"Mandy, you can’t back out and be weak this time, Tyler needs you.... He's waiting for u to call him, to call him to be awake and to hear you say I do... I'm willing to marry you."
Mandy hold on to her feels slowly gaining energy on her feet.
With a heavy heart she wipes off the tears.
She never felt a door that was as heavy as the handle of Tyler's room.
And slowly, she pushes the door…
... thats all for this time... to be continued...
p/s: this story is not from any storybooks or anything that happens in real life.
Friday, November 6, 2009
A letter Promising I Love You(1)
Something unique about this story is that it doesn't have any begin or u call 'Head'...
Maybe any of u can comment me to tel me how to start the beginning after reading the whole story... =) LOL. Here goes....
A letter, is not how people nowadays maintain their relationship... But...

That is the sweet thing that ever happens but it doesn’t happen everyday.
Like a small daily surprise that you'll look forward and wait for tat few ugly sentence he scribble for you making all the trouble to find an envelope, to stick a stamp just to post it to you despite that how busy his life is at the other end of the world
So simple, yet so sweet~
That is how Mandy and Tyler maintain their relationship despite of the ten thousand miles that separate them. A letter from Tyler everyone one or two days for the past three years.
And Mandy's heart will go pumping rushing waiting to see an envelope in the mailbox.
If first day don’t have, never mind.
Second day don’t have, maybe he's busy.
Third day don have she's pissed.
Fourth day don have, she feel like wanna kill him.
Mandy feel like she's gonna die waiting for the letter.
And one day while Mandy was so pissed tat she wanna chop off the mail box pole in front of her garden....
Suddenly the postman came by whistling and dump a letter in her mail box starring at Mandy who had an axe in her hands.
Then its the familiar ugly handwriting that she have been waiting that catches her attention.
Ugly but writings that are full of love, which melts all her anger.
When Mandy opens the envelope, she saw a small red heart that was folded with a small red paper that’s attached to the letter with 3 simple words on the heart saying~
I Love You
She was so happy with it and brought the letter back into her room.
Lying on bed staring on the lovely 3 words I love you... Admiring, feeling loved, feeling blessed...
While she was staring at the paper, her brother came into her room.
Since she was oblivious to her surroundings already, she did not realize her little brother was calling her frantically. So her brother stand on her bed, standing right next beside her.
Mandy was still looking at the paper and the bro said...
"mandy...mandy... there is a call urgently for you from what Pennsylvanian or what penta-vanian place. They say it's from the hospital." Mandy's brother sounded so panic with his voice the trembles as he speaks that he caught Mandy's full attention.
"I thought I heard them saying that they’re looking for Mandy and they did mention something about brother Tyler. "
"They keep saying that its urgent. I tried calling you from downstairs but you never answered me. "
Suddenly Mandy awakes from her dream and feels panic.
She ran as fast as she could down the stairs taking 2 or 3 steps a time. Her heart beats so fast that she can hear her heartbeat clearly.
Drops of sweat trickles down her chin and she can feel the adrenaline rush that has took over her. Mandy reach for the phone... and heard....
There goes the first part of the story... to be continued...
p/s: Blue is from Raymond, Purple is from me ^^
p/ss: I personally loves this story, especially how it goes later.
P/sss: please bear with me for my crappy English. =D Comment at strawberry comments
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Cake
I miss the Cake on my 21th birthday!!!!! =) *drools*
Can someone buy me the cake again?
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
N-E-W?
