ahem~

Few more hours to a brand new year~

2010, i wonder how would my new year be?

Sure hope it's gonna be great! =) *fingers crossed*

Last post for this year...

Let a new year be a better year...

Wish:

~Mum to be fully healthy

~ I can get better results? *vomit..haha*

~More memories with all of you =)

~better wonderfull year ahead!

~superb happy year

~errrmmm... endless actually... *winks*

I wish....

I wish....

You were here....

Hug you n you tight tight too <3

And You when I'm back to Your arms ^^

p/s: i miss your voice and the time we sing k... (just you & me)

-Happpiiieee 2010 people!-

Small~

So many small things

Means too much to me...

You guys may not know, But its the small memories that fills in my life to make it full...

Thx worm, i love it! and i really need it...

dear dear, 1st Kindo since i told you i never eat this

Then u just bought for me... thx Julie Dearie

*don't laugh, i know i sounded so sua gu =____=*

2 K bars

That i really mmm sheh dak eat....

The bliss from BB house de fridge....

><><><><><><><><><

Few more hours to a whole new year~

I wish..............

-sometimes its the small things the enriches your memory-

-有的时候,小小的事情让回忆更缤纷-

简单的感动

无论我是不是第一个

你的分享

让我温暖...打从心里的温暖起来~

原来

感动可以那么简单~

>.<.>.<.>.<

一句话,可以看出你在一个人心里的份量

很多东西,都是在你没有强求,没有准备,没有期待时...

发生,发现的~

答应我

你会幸福的,好吗?

-我为我的人生,和身边的家人,朋友和我爱的人,感恩-

Truth

很久很久以前，

谎言和真实在河边洗澡，

谎言先洗好，穿了真实的衣服离开，

真实却不肯穿谎言的衣服。

后来，

在人们的眼里，

只有穿着真实衣服的谎言，

却很难接受赤裸裸的真实...

I saw this in FB

How ironic, but how true~

******

My duckie accompany me to sleep last night

I felt like u're jz beside me~

There is Duckie...

Sitting on my bed, smelling like you

*you called me JiMui, I'm serioiusly happiieee! <3*

-Life here is so lifeless so not alive-

礼物

I like my evil toe nails or slutty nails?

(but they look horrible in my finger nails)

It;s nice to be evil once in a while... Let the wilds control =)

A sad song I'm insane nao

刘力扬 - 礼物

终于在今天划上句点

一整夜翻开过去画面快

想不起我们为何会诀别

只看到那双你送的鞋

走一步又一步

我才发现转了个圈走了好几年

又回到原点

你送的礼物会不会太特别

毫不避讳那不安的传言

但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉

难道你早想让我走远

你送的礼物

在此刻好体贴陪我回忆把过往走一遍穿了这些年

难免会有污点就像每段爱 总会有终点

世上最残酷的 恐怕是时间困住人

一切却还向前

干涸的眼再挤不出一点咸

爱到如此可悲的境界

走一步又一步

却跟不上你的脚步你满意了

为什么我却只想要哭

你说做自己吧 我们都做回自己 哦...

不要再为爱受委屈

你送的礼物

原来是一场劫终于分别

宿命一样准确可笑到想要

你赔给我时间爱情有时廉价得可怜

光着脚我一路奔跑 鲜血泪水一路狂飙收起我的骄傲

承认曾经备受煎熬鞋上那记号 只有你能明瞭过了这一夜

我就全忘掉

~.~.~.~.~.~

There are thing which you shall never understand if you never gone through it.

I'm trying to be strong...

Trying berry hard... almost there...

*i can catch a glimpse of light*

-quiet Xmas without you, merry christmas-

Merry Christmas

It's the Merry once in a year Christmas again

But I don't have plans this year

I'm all alone in KoK class like TOTALLY alone

I'm alone during Christmas Eve

(It's not merry to me~)

I wanted to have your arms wrapped up around me but I couldn't say so to give you your freedom and privacy~

I just miss you and Julie

and dear

Christmas Wish:

All I want is you n Julie

.......

朋友总是温暖我的心

昨天的我很快乐

因为

我发自内心的笑了

原来

进到心里的朋友

真的很难得

不发一语的默契

共同的回忆

无惧的坦白

很不一样,却有有共同点

我只能说:

珍惜,温暖,无价~

+++++++

[我会不会累?因为我一直妥协]

(你会不会累?因为你一直被我依赖)

原来

有些事,你遇上了,

你真的可以很不一样,改变很多~

Merry Christmas~

-3 more shorts days 78 more hours & I'm not happy-

Places and peoples

Wuuuu~ less den 7 more days on holidays...

*that feelings seriously sucks man*

I should really play hard this week

And of coz I shall need all my friends and BB!!!!

Updates on some of my life during hols

I get so messed up coz i did not update fresh enough I can only make the outings and people random and unarranged...

*******

Meet up with Ivana n KL that day at 175

which certainly has the suckiest drink which in turn becomes superb berry expensive!

The pictures of food look nice ONLY

my glass of 12bucks strawberry smoothie even tasted worst than melted ice-cream

*******

Sarah's sweet 16 birthday party~

It has been a long time since i go to a serious party =/

Sarah, Lydia and me

Two of my young friends I'm close with in church

I wonder how did be become so close despite of the age difference?

*******

X'mas performace of church in Spring~

They were great except that the sound system sucks

My pastor look damn handsome once again!

Here are the LiWaiRen (click HERE for their wedsite)

Trust me, they are all handsome talented with perfect Jobs and life

This is my all time fav! Danny the main singer

He's cute n he composes songs de lor~

*metlz, he remember me de kay?* XD

*******

Awh, XiaXue's love story is so damn it touching

I wonder if my love story would end up so touching one day?

If IF we ever get married... XD

BB, remember i want some proposal like hers ha....

if we would have that day

*fingers crossed* =)

p/s: I don't want my holiday to end~

-Friends are foreva, Just like family-

-朋友是一辈子的,就好像家人一样-

Magic of Make Ups

Okay i dunno why am I doing this, I'm not even sure how much I'm gonna sucks in doing this.

I don't even noe if this is a tutorial o what since i never have great skills =.=

*enough of craps*

Make Up sure is something magical~

I don't do foundation blusher or even lipgloss as my BB dun like

All i do is just simple eye make up which is think the effects are actually significant enough to make a simply ugly duckling like me more prsentable. LOL

here goes...

This is how i look before anything on me at all~

Sucks right?

Colour lens is the 1st step

to make ur eyes bigger and to fake the Japanese Look

*i say dy, F-A-K-E, so if it doesnt look like it doesnt matter*

Aha, for inner double eyelid or single eyelid people like me, here is when the double eyelid glue comes in handy. It makes ur eyes bigger, no sleepy eyes

Curl ur lashes after that~

Put shimmering eyeliner at the base of your lashes.

I like thicker obvious eyeliner as I'm born with same eyes i hafta make it obvious enough to FAKE my eyes XDXD

A dab of blue eyeshadow at the eyelids but not too heavy~

Do some the the 1/3 end of lower lids

*p/s: it's my style to draw liner before shadow kay?*

Finish off the eye make up with lower pencil liner that connects to the end of upper liner end til 2/3 of the lower line. It fakes out tat u have fuller lashes. Coat ur lashes with few coats of mascara.

Last but not least a dab of white eye shadow at the corner of the eye til 1/3 of the lower lashes til it connect to the lower eye liner.

there, looks different right?

Awh, but my hair sucks i have to hide it...
And it becomes---->

Make ups sure is magically huh?

世界上没有丑女人只有懒女人

really?

P/s: I DON'T n DID NOT use any foundation blushes n lip stuffs

Sorry for this crap post... I tried my best Haha

Bear with me for my bad complextion without anythg covering it =/

-True love can wait and face trials or problems-

-真爱是经得起时间距离问题的考验的-

Meeting Erna + SMS

What Should I blog about?

I'm not really in a blogging mood actually~

XOXD

Updates on Erna's visit to Kuching for Ursulla's wedding

Meet up with her for one nite and also another afternoon

She Looks awesome right?

How i wish I look awesome too... T___T

Tea Session at KimBay

Ahhhhh.... Fav Ice-blended Red Bean, RM4.90

which taste better for the 1st time compare to 2nd time

KaiLiang's dunno what longan drink

Macau Pork chop Bao and Chicken Mayo Crossaint

Inside the Spring

We had quite a nice time taking Pics together...

Thanks Erna Babe for the day...

I sure hope u're ok back at perth now

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

Share something random with u guys 2day :

我们都不能保证以后不会再有问题出现

但至少能让我们都有认错及互相包容的机会不是吗?

我知道我不能去阻止你不去想太多

但我想告诉你一个问题的存在我们都有责任

在这里我想说声对不起,亲爱的

我还是那么爱你

这点我非常确定.

别伤心了,老婆

我疼疼好吗?

A sms two years ago

But it stil warms my heart when i read it again nao...

-believe in your words, it may bring impact to another person for a very berry berry long time-

-不要轻看你的一字一句,可能就是那一次你的话语带来无限的温暖或伤害-

ding dong...

A post for tehooo

Welcome to our adult society~

Happiiieeee burfday XDXD

.........

I feel like banging my head on the wall

I got super horribly berry bad results!

I wanna work hard next sem *say 1st XOXD*

oooppss, holiday is Gonna end.

I'm gonna miss BB and my friends

N mummy~

-沉浸在你的爱里,我想让你照顾我-

...

awwh, hormones are working badly in me~

I need to clear up my mind seriously...

I still love you as ever

-And i just knew i actually love you more than myself-

Birthday(2) + Friends

Another one joining the 21st Royal society~

*hearts*

Happy birthday

Sasa LiXuan aka da princess

miz ya lots too~

.......

and calling for worm...

I super miss u too though i Hope there wun be a day i meet you
*at least in west Msia aka UKM =)*

Gosh, i seriously look horrible here despite that my worm look nice...

all the time *winks*

I had a great noon with my dear Jude

I'm glad we're stil buddies ^^

Distance really is not a problem for true friends I was reminded of =)

-真正的朋友是不说话也不尴尬反而觉得经历了一段很丰富的对话-

Birthdays~

Happiiiieee bleessed birthday

for my dear rommie Michelle Tang!

Hope that u can have a great blast 2daay~ ^^

A belated one,

Happiieee Birthday BB

(although it's already one week plus ago XP)

Btw, This Red Hot Sexy Satio is nice~

And the cam even won my BabyBlue by having

12.1MP!!!!!

Nice hor? ><

Miss Darling Erna n i sure hope she will be fine~

Coz i love yeuuwwww

Remember that please~

-every moment spend with u is priceless-

aloha~

Yeah~ My Blog is almost totally D-E-A-D

I'm not in the blogging mood recently

But trust me

updates will be frequent as soon as holiday ends ='(

nah, a picture of my BabyBlue

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I love my BabyBlue from BB =)

Btw, hows my new layout?

I loveeeee it credits to darling Kelyn <3>

chiaos people, i will be back soon~

-i treasure every moment with you-