幸福,难不难?

人生

不过是不断的在选择

停留或前进

继续或确定 

然后...再继续选择

我们都一样 

无知,天真,单纯...

让我们都曾经经历因为选择错误

而迷惘...

然后,我们学会成熟

伤痛,压力,无助

都是最好的辅助器

其实对我而言

选择,只要是一个,

让你在五年后,十年后,三十年后

回头 看看,还是不为那些年的选择而后悔

这样...就足够了...

是为家人,是为自己

是为爱情,是为友情

对我来说,都一样...

那你呢?

对于你面对人生中不停歇的选择

你又是如何看待?

-我要的,就在我身边-

Shits in Life

Shits does happen in life.
Be it family, study, career, relationships, friendships or even just a r/s with God
Mine was stuck in a mist of confusion, chaos... or just in short, shit~
That was for a few months? Few weeks? Time was not something I had in mind clear.
I have no idea how long the shit loads happened or dragged along
I was blinded, confused, pressured, and maybe... just drenched in life

And I am glad but the magical moment when there is a person
Enlighten me to see whats the real thing that I have in hand
What are the focus and future I want...
Which leads me back to my happy life now
Career might still be at shit moments at times.
But my r/s was in its best state

My r/s with Mr Kenneth almost died
And it was reborn. The Bond was so strong... Nothing can come between now.
Maybe that is what we call trials and exams in life huh?

More than proud to say:
Mr Kenneth is my best friend,
My soul mate,
My companion,
My lover,
and.... My family...
the other part of me =)

Thanks for the 6 years and the transformation in our love after all that has happen.
Lets work our way... to form our own family...
And to a true future of us where we both has in mind and materialize it okies?
Cause I have a strong faith in you
with a very strong Love

-Never this real, never this strong, Magnet Effect?-

GG

Immune system shut down GG for the week
For the first time I feel like going home when I'm at shopping paradise
Come and go, yes and no, know and don't know
There are still moments uncertain

The new boy at work came,
first impression? Hmmmm... seems complicated but I'll let time tell =)
If he is good at work at least branch would work well and I get to go home earlier
We shall see

Someone told me, you gotta look for someone that loved u more to be your hubby
Oh? Is it?
I guess me and Mr Kenneth have reached a stage where things are concentrated
To move on? To hold on? How about you tell me? Or dear Mr Kenneth... show me something will you?

Feeling so sick, coughing my lungs out till my abs are pain
My abdomen is tired... My mind is tired...
Maybe I just need a rest =)
Dear vacation... please come to me soon, okies?

-Tell me stories untold, let me see future unseen-

The recent me

Sorry i abandoned my blog AGAIN 

Got really caught up in work and I'm like half dead already 
Totally stressed at work and some complications as well

But I has update too =) 
1) Bought my first car ever in my life a little white Myvi where i name it baby white 
2) Officially a Senior Executive now 
3) Still surviving in my job with a staff car loan means bonded for another 8 years FML

God has been mercy on me tho i still feel like half dead 
At least it is still tolerable 
I am counted a lucky girl comparing my friends that are still struggling in PBB tho 

Have any of u had any conflict in life?
Where u feel like u are caught in a mist of stuffs that are wrong
No way to go further but there is no turning back as well... 
Sucky kinda feeling~ 

Now i guess i need God's wisdom to guide me outta this mess... 
I dunno.... 

-Yes or No? I cant answer-

de-mushroom-ing

Can't believe that I can really leave my blog to be dead for such a long time and has no intention of reviving it. If it wasn't for Jayne to remind me to update my blog I won't even notice the changes in blogspot!!! OMG, how cool it is and is it too advance that I don't even really know how to deal with it? *chuckles*

Evidence: My pageview and traffic is dropping (Karma of not updating! aiks><)

I haven been mentioning anything about my internship life except that I'm really busy *not that busy actually* but it has really drain out every inch of my energy that has left and I'm working on a major project for the past few weeks. Trust me, It was the greatest project even and I will really show the outcome when it's all done *mysterious wtf LOL* 

 equipments in my tiny lab =)

Happily at work =D

*FUGLY max, kill me T___T*

p/s: a lot of free blood test! Luckily I am normal for all of them except my Full blood count~

Can't believe that half of my internship is gone and lecturers are coming to access me soon! *drums*

But I haven prepare my log book and report! 

Ciaos people, reports and project to rush =/

-today is the day that I have been waiting for-

Kicking off the new year

Life has been kicking off great so far =)

And i love the feeling of it for this brand new year!

Love is in the air *wheeeee~*

Not for me but people around me *giggles*

I guess life goes on no matter you like it or not so comeon lets rock th brand new 2011 k?  

I'm looking forward for CNY already

Broke coz of CNY too =')

Say hi to baby Ted joining Ducky

I hold him tight when i sleep without you by my side =)

Time to turbo on my seeds *tear*

-I miss it-

Touched

Recieved a warm gift from Wendy Junior today (although it's a belated one)

I'm Touched~

Thanks!!!!! *pretty dedication for the 1st time*

P/s: Up next, my cameron so called field trip ^^

-Phek Chek-ing, i wan an insect rain!-

송성님

I had my Korean Oral presentation (test) today...

Gosh... I was do damn nervous man~

My hands are trembling when i try read my paper whenever i forget

about some part of my speech~

But thank God i finnaly manage to finsh all wif a fake 'calm look'

Lols...

However, at the end of the class, Teacher suddenly annouced that

she's gonna go back Korea

And next week she wun teach us anymore...

How sad is that... We all loved her... SO SO so much man...

T_________T

"Haiz... ' thats what we all say all the way back for Chem class...

Gonna miss her so much~

I wonder who is gonna be my new teacher? Mich's teacher?

Yer... Good o not de?

XD

Camwhoring with my 송성님~

Sa Rang Hae 송성님

Our gang with the typical Korean teacher...

Hmmm...

Can u bring me to Korea too? =P

I am so very pissed off by my speech comm teacher...

Ngo hou lau ah~!!!!!

Got to go~

Having a test tomorrow...

~Ka Yau, N yuen liong kui lar ><" ~