Shits in Life

Shits does happen in life.
Be it family, study, career, relationships, friendships or even just a r/s with God
Mine was stuck in a mist of confusion, chaos... or just in short, shit~
That was for a few months? Few weeks? Time was not something I had in mind clear.
I have no idea how long the shit loads happened or dragged along
I was blinded, confused, pressured, and maybe... just drenched in life

And I am glad but the magical moment when there is a person
Enlighten me to see whats the real thing that I have in hand
What are the focus and future I want...
Which leads me back to my happy life now
Career might still be at shit moments at times.
But my r/s was in its best state

My r/s with Mr Kenneth almost died
And it was reborn. The Bond was so strong... Nothing can come between now.
Maybe that is what we call trials and exams in life huh?

More than proud to say:
Mr Kenneth is my best friend,
My soul mate,
My companion,
My lover,
and.... My family...
the other part of me =)

Thanks for the 6 years and the transformation in our love after all that has happen.
Lets work our way... to form our own family...
And to a true future of us where we both has in mind and materialize it okies?
Cause I have a strong faith in you
with a very strong Love

-Never this real, never this strong, Magnet Effect?-

GG

Immune system shut down GG for the week
For the first time I feel like going home when I'm at shopping paradise
Come and go, yes and no, know and don't know
There are still moments uncertain

The new boy at work came,
first impression? Hmmmm... seems complicated but I'll let time tell =)
If he is good at work at least branch would work well and I get to go home earlier
We shall see

Someone told me, you gotta look for someone that loved u more to be your hubby
Oh? Is it?
I guess me and Mr Kenneth have reached a stage where things are concentrated
To move on? To hold on? How about you tell me? Or dear Mr Kenneth... show me something will you?

Feeling so sick, coughing my lungs out till my abs are pain
My abdomen is tired... My mind is tired...
Maybe I just need a rest =)
Dear vacation... please come to me soon, okies?

-Tell me stories untold, let me see future unseen-

April

All of the sudden I feel like wanting to scribble my feelings back to my blog
Are there any moments in your life where you have things untold and yet you dunno who you should start telling?
Life is really draining me out, I am there standing, holding on
Trying my best to hold on still strong enough to go on
But... Still feeling drained and tired....
Losing my path on what I want... Hmm...
God help me ok? =)

It's gonna strike our 6th anni in one and a half month with le boyfie
Wow, time flies... 6 years = 72 months
Friends and people around me is getting married soon and having babies some more
Yea... Up to this moment Mr Kenneth is still the one I want, no doubt on that
So, lets cherish, okies?

Flying off again soon to meet my buddy TMT
It's good to leave this place of mine, sometimes...

-this is an unfair race, cause the starting point differed too much-

Xmas 2012

Yeah, so the world did not end on 21 december 2012 
and here I am alive, breathing, bored to half dead on Xmas night that was suppose to be very happening... 
Actually... whats wrong? 

Updates and highlights of recent life =) 

 Hanged out with my addiction that day 
And yes I still love her so much
Nothing we couldn't say and I told her about most of my darkest secret 

My BFF =D 
Went for a blogger event thing for the newly opened dessert shop 
But sorry reviews later on as the photos was all with Kelyn *memory card at her place* 

Couldnt really access to photos in my phone so sorry 
Updates all are photos grabbed from my FB account haha 

So now... Merry Xmas have a wonderful time and celebration with your love ones 
I am dead bored even when I'm just less than 2 feet away from my Mr.Kenneth

-world separated, or what?-

濫好人 too good till it becomes bad?

Badly addicted to this local song =)

it feels bad to be abandoned here not knowing what's up with you 

i just dont get what the shit just happened 

Maybe I'm wrong, Maybe its your PMS 

or maybe its my PMS 

I dont wanna know 

I just wanna go home =/

-whats wrong with love?-

hello people, Im not dead yet!!!! But maybe it just took a lil too long to revive myself or the blog.
I have dive into this working society for 8 months now =) Hell ya good job Syndy Chong *pat self head*
But things were so far not bac. Confirm as staff after STANDARD SIX MONTHS PROBATION
colleagues were good but there is u know, there is always a few more annoying ones or should i say that Act Like A Boss kind.

Summary of life in short, are as few photos below :

This is the company i am working under now, Public Bank =) 

U can ask for loan from me! LOL *as if i own the firm*

My Training course mates aka friends aka play gang 

that taught me to drink enjoy chill and chai mui XD 

i miss them =) good days! happy knowing u guys! 

Oh ya, my primary school mates , all grown up changed and handsome *certain only, chuckles* 

One of the guys is MARRIED last week! OMGOSHHHH 

24 only weiiiiiiiiii..... LOL I rather date now, though I forever was thinking and planning for my perfect wedding 

My addiction, now she has promoted form ah worm to my addiction 

aint she getting prettier by day? *love u hushhhhh

one of the best weekend i had with her yesterday! 

Mr Boyfriend came back for good ^___^

finally after 4 long years he is finally back to me! 

I'm not sure we will separate again if he finds a job else where 

But i wanna enjoy every sweet moment i can own with him now! =) 

Planning an evil intruding plan into his life now *evil grin* 

So thats all for this time, will update more when I can okies? 

How are u? My friends... =) 

 

 

-nostalgia, miss uni life and training life-

灵魂蛋糕

有个女孩对他说过，灵魂就像一片蛋糕，你爱过一个人，就会分一部分灵魂给他，

像是蛋糕剥去了一小片；

如果他也爱你，那么他就会分出一部分的灵魂给你，像是给你一小片蛋糕。

这一来一往之间，那一小片蛋糕的施与受，总是让你的灵魂恢复原状。

但如果你爱上的人并不爱你，那么你的灵魂就会出现缺口。

因为给出去的，永远也要不回来。

藤井树

多么让人赞同，却又心碎的一段话。。。

-倒数，着。。。-

sparkling ~

Collected my parcel which I have been waiting for a million years and there goes my so-not-surprise-half-surprised convocation present. I know, it has long pass my actual date of convocation but it doesn't really matter cause its the heart that matters most.

I wonder, when is it gonna be the 1st time I'm gonna use this?

Sometimes, its the simplest thing, that touches you the most, don't you think so?

shattered, that is my word now.
13th October, 6 years ago.....

-move on, there are always better things in front! Right?-

The perfect one

最好的戀情是，你可以徹底地做自己，並且你的另一半依然迷戀真實的你。

The perfect kind of love is, you can totally be who you really are, 

and yet, he/she is still obsessed with who you are. 

我真的怀疑这存在吗？但我确定的是，在你面前我是真实的我~

在我看得见和触摸到的你，我依然深深的迷恋着~

Yes, Don't ask me why, but you are all I can think of now 

-喜欢。看见-

Project Alpha

Tadaaaaaa, so this is the outcome of the mysterious project I have been working on for the pass few weeks that have been draining all my energy out. The Customize-for-Mr.Kenneth Only-Handmade-From Designer Syndy Chong-Scarf =)

I'm not sure if he really do love it but one thing I sure hope he knows how much effort i have been putting in to complete this task. For people that know me they should know that I'm not that kind of patient girl that loves crafty work *power of love? puke XP *

Oopss, one more month left for my Internship and two more weeks till love leaves me again =')

Appreciate the coming moments friends! 

sidenotes: My phone died and currently I'm using his Satio, should I wait for iPhone 5? *broke* haha

-sorry friends-

My 4th Year anniversary

It's my 4th year anniversary with Mr. Kenneth exactly one month ago! 

If I were to count the days today would be exactly one day away from our 4 year and one month anniversary =')

Oopsssy, time flies~

My 1st Tiffany and Co Bracelet from him and I love it *heart heart*

 How bout my pressie for him? *chuckles* 

Mysterious~~~~~

*in the process, with tears*

My lecturers are coming soon for my Intership assesment but God, I haven even finish my Log Book and haven start a word on my report. FML FML FML

p/s: I'm starting to feel alive when my love comes back =P

p/p/s: sorry friends, but allow me to be 重色轻友for a month thanks! haha

-I love the bracelet but I lvoe you more-

一首诗

你见  或者不见我

我就在那里  不悲不喜

你念  或者不念我

情就在那里  不来不去

你爱  或者不爱我

爱就在那里  不增不减

你跟  或者不跟我

我的手 就在你手里   不舍不弃

来我的怀里  或者让我住进你的心里

默然  相爱

寂静  欢喜

非诚勿扰II

*******

简单的字句

却那么的深刻触动人心

你找到了你想要把这诗送给那人的他/她了吗？

还是有个人，已经把这诗送给了你

#我的存在因为你的存在而存在

我摆动，因为你的出现#

-我找到了，送给你，亲爱的-

Goodbye Love

He's leaving today and he's on the plane this very second. 

It's like there is a tugging war inside my heart pulling things apart making me all cloudy moody gloomy.

It ain't gonna be easy I knew that. Please do not say that it makes no difference and the only difference is the distance that has been further away.

No more texting any second we like it. No more as I liked call. No more knowing what he is doing.

All left is waiting for the next time trying to be strong while waiting.

It may sound irrelevent and stupid but that is how it is now.

I hear drippings of water... or is it jz simply tears?

I just need some time to get use to it. Gimme some time can u?

I will try be strong like i promised~

But can I just cry out all the glooms now? 

Goodbye love~ 

Goodbye.....='(

希望保存一切关于你的东西

哪怕是手心里融化着的巧克力

-I miss you already T__T-

Here I am

Have been MIA for too long and here I am back!

all post will be uber delayed post hope you don't mind~

Mr Kenneth came with his buddies to KL for a shopping spree before CNY 

I joined them and took very little pictures *=(*

But it was of great fun! I love your buddies esp EF! ^^

The Jokerman with Fred in Superheroes Pavillion =D

  Look at Fred's expression
How hilarious it was =) Can't stop laughing every time I see this picture

The best buddies! ^^ amazing friendship I can see~

Hoegarden best beer ever, likey likey likey~

Can I have more? ^^

Me with Mr Kenneth~

It was just awesome that weekend and I shall never forget about it. 

-Hoping for the next chance again-

三个字

他向她求婚時

只說了三個字：相信我

她為他生下第一個女兒的時候

他對她說：辛苦了

女兒出嫁異地那天

他摟著她的肩說：還有我

他收到她病危通知的那天

重復地對她說：我在這

她要走的那一刻

他親吻她的額頭輕聲說：你等我

這一生

他沒對她說過一次“我愛你”

但愛...從未離開過

*******

让我起鸡皮疙瘩的一段分享

原来

表达爱并非只是三个字：我爱你

行动和时间，更能带来能力

慢慢的我想努力，证明我爱你们我的家人

还有你，

我相信我们的爱，能胜过距离的考验

-好想好好努力-

Happy 22nd Birthday BB =)

Happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to bb

happy birthday to you =)

It's Mr. Kenneth's BIRTHDAY~

Its the first time I couldn't celebrate with him since the day we are together

I'm sorry and its all because of this stupid FYP ><

But I hope my plans would work out cause I wanna go back home and see my family and him!

Happy birthday my dear, 

have a great celebration on this special day and I'll celebrate for u again when I get back okay? ^^

I Love You =)

**********

微微的凉风吹在静静的夜

我的思绪漂泊，仿佛看见我们俩舞动在暖暖的月光

音乐慢慢的响起

就在那软软的草皮，我们赤着脚丫，随着音乐翩翩起舞

你说：我就像月亮，在黑暗的夜晚，照亮着你的漆黑的道路

我说：你就像大树下纷纷落叶~

你嬉笑说,我真那么想你死吗?

我贴着你的胸怀,跟着你,跟着音乐慢慢的共舞...

我说:

你是大树下的纷纷落叶,而我就是大树

那落叶并非意表着生命的结束

乃是因为着你的出现 

让我的生命得到了养分,学习着珍惜与成长

我的生命,因着你的出现

变得更茁壮

你,已是我生命的一部分了~

微风轻轻的吹

我仿佛又回到了静静的夜

那一夜,那一支舞蹈,那片草地,那一段音乐

那夜的你,我从未忘记

是梦吗?但那从你手心传来的温暖

你微弱的呼吸声,却已经烙在心底

滋养着我每一刻的思念...

-Happy Birthday my Love-

He's here to visit

Mr. Kenneth came to visit me for a 5 days 4 nights trip last Wed

I couldn't believe that he really came and it ended just like a dream

We had good food, great fun, nice chats, wonderful time, and

Great moments together *hearts*

I din took a lot of photos to my own surprise

But there shall always be the forever never fading memories in my mind

We met Augustine and Ting at Cheras Pasar Malam on the 1st night 

Oh my, he love China Burger as much as me and Mich *winks Mich*

Too bad we din't took any photos with Augustine and Ting

And we went Pavillion the second day

Can you spot us? I personally love this pic =D

And we went to Sunway Lagoon for some great fun together

Although I think that Sunway seems to be more fun the time I went when I was still young, 

Because I am there with him, he makes it a worth while fun place

I love the way I hang on tight to him in the Scream park ^^

Thats my handsome boy * I love you*

Hang out with Augustine and Ting again during Saturday for movie and K session

Legend of this Fist the movie =)

I felt guilty for liking Japanese food every time I watch Donnie Yen's movie XD

The movie aint bad

Ratings: 7/10

Wah, Mr. Kenneth's friendssssssss sang very well and I meant all of them especially the guys

It makes me shy to show my poor singing

He's always capable of melting me with his songs

You make me fell in love with you again and again and again =)

It was a great lot of fun

I miss the nights where we chat until we fall asleep

Moments we found out more things we had in common

The food where we both love

And the time where he's just so near that his scent is no longer a fantasy 

I treasure the time we had

And i guess I'm starting to look forward and counting down the time we shall meet again in less den 2 months time =)

-Loved and to love-

Back To the Real world

Have been MIA(Missing In Action) for few days even though all the toughest thing has come to a break

I have been into 'another fantasy world'

And now i'm falling back to the reality~

*******

我仍然无法相信它发生了

那么虚幻的真实

仿佛进入到了另一个虚拟的世界

但发生的每一件事却确实的发生

从前的羡慕

现在不再需要

每一次的打闹

都是快乐的结束

你的好你的温暖你的爱

都从你牵着我 的手心传送到我的手心

张开眼睛的时候

我竟然分不清是真还是梦~

It's like a dream come true and too good to be true

I shall be waiting~

And I'm certain of how much I love~

Don't you let go of me, okay? =)

-complicated-

Best Mum ever!

[What is ur uni hostel add?]

[K9CXXXXXXX, UKM. U wanna post me smthg?]

[yes. waiting surprise.]

Thats what my mum SMS me few days ago

And told me to call her once I receive the parcel

She told me to open the fast asap as it would expire

I guess I know what she wanna post to me even before I collect the parcel

Awh, with a touching note telling me she miss me =S

Tada! As i suspected! Mooncake...

*hearts* 

Even my fav greentea flavor which she remebers...

How can i not love my cute best mum ever? 

Awh, you make me wanna go home now =/

*******

It's 2 am now and i couldn't sleep

I think it's because I'm meeting Mr Kenneth that is gonna come for few days

ouhh, please let me sleep

-Nervous but excited-

七夕

朋友提醒了我今天 是七夕情人节

虽然你不在我身边

但我很想对你说

情人节快乐亲爱的~

谢谢你从未放弃过我们的爱

以下这段话，

借来送你~ XD

‎3 years ago, 

u broke into my house, 

everything remained the same,

 but u stole my heart. 

U hugged it when u miss me

, u kissed it when u happy, 

or maybe u throw it somewhere when u're in a  bad mood. 

Today, I din expect it to be returned back, 

because since that day, 

I stole one too,

 I hugged n kiss it whenever and wherever I go,...

Now and always~ ♥

~~~~~~~

Those were the days

when we hang out together

Enjoying every moment =) 

A random day at Midvalley but it builds up the bond and memories =)

P/s: what do you think of my new blog layout? ^^

-Appreciating-