Wuhuuuuu~

I Got It!!!! Pass the medical check up and its all gonna be mine

But I'm Nervous and excited about it

Thank You Heavenly father for giving it to me =)

1. -hmmm XOXO -

My 23th Birthday

I know my birthday post was so delayed maybe no people even cared or feel like knowing about it but who cares I just wanna mark it down! after all, THIS IS MY BLOG! *blerk* childish hahahaha
Had dinner date with my bff few nights before my birthday at Sidewalk. Dolled up myself to the max because I know I'm gonna meet someone there. And Tada! Pre-birthday celebration from my bff~

My dunno what chicken dish with some fettuccine in creamy sauce =)

The chicken was tender ~.~

 make a wish *lame caption* = =

Dear's Tom Yam spaghetti X) Her all time favourite flavor!

One and only picture of us together which I think I looked fugly but that was just a fine night with a lot of chit chats and fine food and a nice cooling night. Thankie for everything you have done my dear =) We'll celebrate your birthday next year together! *hearts*


due to the stupid line, I have actually done A LOTOF WRITING and probably the longest post I have done recently but it wasn't saved *PISSED* so I'll just upload a few pictures @@


Jayne came by to gimme a surprise =) Yes, besides kenneth I still have you but sorry something went wrong and I couldn't find the pics of me with jayne and the cake FML. And the last few hours of my birthday was spent with a friend with my favourite green tea cream with choc chips and some cake. I love my quiet birthday and I'm getting old I don't fuss about birthday that much anymore. XD

p/s: do you notice the change in me? I was still in long hair that morning XD

A quiet yet wonderful birthday, thanks to all of u for the wishes love care and things you have done for me.
*you know who you are*

I wish my birthday wish would come true! heeeeheeeeheee *waiting*

-i hate you,job!-

A brand new me~

TADA! Who's that chick? XD a massive hairdo for me as a birthday pressie for myself this year and you bet i love it!!! And I had a pre-celebration at Sidewalk with my dearest bff and it was just another awesome night but I guess I'll just blog about that later. Worked in a logistic company as admin clerk now for the moment waiting for better offer and hell ya it was damn freaking boring and so I'm sure I'll say bye bye very very soon XDXD

MaliMaliHum!!!! God please show me my way for a future please.... I'm all lost already *sighs*

WHO's THAT? *chuckles*

Haven't really communicate with you for a week, life has been busy for you, are we both really independent of each other already? I wonder....

-I will find a life-

counting down

Here I am blogging in KLIA while waiting for my flight

It feels just so damn good to know that I'm going home soon

Had a superb wonderful awesome weekend with him and friends and all I can say is that life had been really good since this year.

And I'm acting stupid again for thinking so far it has been this good what if it suddenly becomes bad

Can I tolerate?

Well, Stop thinking and treasure everything now!

Happy Chinese New Year in advance peeps

And Selamat Balik Kampung 

eheehee~

-time for families and friends-

Starting of a brand new final semester

I have come back on Wednesay and this marks a brand new start for my final semester of my uni life

Should I be happy about it? hmm...

Down with cough and minor flu but its still okay and X'mas is gonna be here!

Jingle bells~ Jingle bells~

I'm celebrating it at Ipoh this year, wuhuu~~~

Missing mum missing home missing you

Just a random update and will start proper blogging soon

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Some random food I had with Mr Kenneth's family as a farewell for me:

Fried-Cooked Cod fish

Superb crispy pork

70 bucks per pax shark fin soup O.o 

I miss food in Kuching already =[

-When shall we meet again?-

down with fever

Yea, I know i have been missing in action for more than a week perhaps two
Have been busy hiding my ass at home and was down with sickness these few days ><
Fever has been up and down like a roller coaster for these two days and here I am blogging with a dizzy head

I couldn't believe that I have just another 5 days here till I have to shove my ass back to lan kiap UKM ='(
I haven even enjoy my holidays!

Please go away sickness, I need more time....


Shall blog again when I'm seriously better
Tata peeps...

Hearty Pain

A heart shape wound on my palm~

*when I fell in the toilet*

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Dream on bigger dreams

so that you would work bigger do bigger things for your big dream

you remind me that maybe I found my dream now

Thankiu yy

Dream on, and work for you dream

Ka Yau, to all dreamers =)

-less than a month-

Love the way U lie

2 weeks break in between the only two papers

Is that a good thing or bad thing?

Example of a Ki Siao me on my 22nd birthday

In conclution of my revision:

There is no conclusion, how pathetic ='(

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I wanna go out already, can we worm? XP

Can all the final exam end as soon as possible

I miss my fringe~

should i part my fringe like now or cut it like the pic above?

Any suggestions?

Yeah, I still love the way you lied

-fighting mode on-

My 22nd Birthday

It started off with a call from Mr. Kenneth before 12 as he wants to be the first one to wish me happy birthday

Thankiu love =)

And the light went off while I was half painting my nails while talking on the phone

And there goes my sistas panicking about lighting the candle on my cake XD

That is so cute of them ^^

And the crazy night just goes on with all the crazy stuffs we did and crazy photos we took

Yes, I'm now officially same age as my jie jies dy

Two mei mei, it'll be ur turn soon~ ^^

The present that is worth more than a billion bucks

*its priceless*

Yes I love all of you and thankiu so much for everything all of u have done

*hearts hearts hearts*

Relaxing day at Midvalley with wormie

Thanks for accompany me ^^

Back in front of lappie with my favourite GreenTea Frappecino 

I wanna go back and drink with you *hearts*

Last but not least, another last wish from super buddy in the middle of the night right before 12

aha! another fattening cake ToT

And her sexy nude lips kiss present *^^*

Thanks for all the wishes,

it always reminds me of how blissful I am

p/s: A call from Miri 

A call from U.S.

A call from Singapore

A call from KUO, UKM

Thanks for remembering and thanks for everything else ^^

-Seems like I' finding the trace of my dreams perhaps?-

Happy Birthday to Me~ =)

It's my 22nd birthday 2day~ Hurray!!!!

Thanks to all my sistas here I have a great night and most of all I'm having a superb pressie

owhh.... ToT Seriously the pressie is priceless~~~~

I'm gonna Search for my own dream on my big day!

Dream on, Dream bigger dreams Syndy!!!

Happy Birthday to Me! *^^*

-I'm just gonna find me!-

哪里？

So many things happening that makes me uber Phek Chek recently

Can all of these just come to an end as soon as possible?

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和一位朋友聊着梦想

原来要达成他的梦想并没有那么容易

他让我和他一起飞往我们各自的梦想

但

我突然发现

我不知道我的梦想是什么

甚至迷失了我自己的身份

带着我的梦想离开我的自己

你在哪里？

-Thats my perfect plan?-

First Ever PhotoShoot

Went for a photoshoot at Botanical Garden in Putrajaya 3 weeks ago

Thankiu for giving me a chance =P

Some pictures:

Not all are here some are in my Facebook

 Sniff sniff* =)

Favorite picture ever

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要怎么知道身边的那个人是对的人还是错的人？

有个朋友这么问我

我的答案：

你不会知道，直到你遇见对的人 

然后，走到最后

答案才揭晓

是对的人还是错的人

-我相信你是，是吗？- 

DETERMINATION

It's either NOW or NEVER

I need serious determination to work my plans out

I even dream about it last night while falling asleep thinking of the whole plan

I NEED the plan to work out not just hoping that it would work out 

*fingers crossed*

My plan would success this time

-Determined-

manicure

Went to meet darling at her house on thurs!

Wheee~ she did my manicure for me =) 

Love it..... *hearts*

 All the 'ga chang' XD

Couldn't wait for our K session and shop shop time ^^

******

Pinky lens! 

Ermm, A little weird hor? @@ 
Who ask me kaypo see people use nice i oso try *cries*




-U'll bee back to me in less den 1 month-

Defining

Your love is all i ever wanted

You are my shinning star

Even when there are times that we couldn't meet

remember that you are always in my heart

This is my header, but also what I am feeling for you~

Would you ever see this?

My friend say that i like to define things

And I just notice that I am someone like that indeed

I don't like to be in a situation that is blur

Its either right or wrong

Like or don't like

Love or don't love

Can or cannot

I miss home~

-define me and you-

...

awwh, hormones are working badly in me~

I need to clear up my mind seriously...

I still love you as ever

-And i just knew i actually love you more than myself-

holiday-ing

Oh nooooooooooooo!!!!

Holiday is gonna end so soooooooooon ='(

It has been my movie week for this one week holiday

Just trim my hair today

U like it short?

Or long?

multi-hair~ long o short as long as u like it ^^

-i like ur smell of perfume on my sleeve-

Big Big Big!

I've decided to go jogging later with my friend

after...

the worst nightmare ever i saw in FaceBook!!!

Guess what did i saw?

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Ken's friends which most of them have so call Beer Belly aka BIG BELLY

Trust me, when a whole bunch of belly-guys appear beside the waterfall

it's NOT SEXY o CUTE

hahaha...

so lesson of the day is~

[Don't Let urself have that belly]

[Take k of how u look]

[look more into the mirror especially sideways to remind urself!]

I wanna work out man, i dun wan a big belly

U'll feel ashamed bringing me out

~ keep fit keep fit diet diet diet ~

must have strong determination!!!!!!!

p/s: i cannot put the photos up in case one people from the gang drop by no matter how i sensor them~ =P later i get beaten up when i go back Kuching...

-less then 24 hours =) -

Cough Cough

Cough Cough*

I'm sick after I came back to UKM

Felt like my lungs is gonna fall out when i cough now

Awhh...My mum n uncle n granny nag me to go see DR since i cough so badly

But i was afraid that they might quarantine me... So...

I rather cough die XDXD

But i gt buy 'pi pa gao' liaw... Hope i would be better ^^

Went out with MiCh n fish them 2day to kajang

We need to buy alot of daily needs such as...

shampoo, body shampoo, body lotion, detergent, cotton pad, floor matt.... so there goes the list...

n guess what? i spend omos 200 on it.
*faint* =(

Who wants to donate some money to me?

I surely dun mind, at all!!!!!

N guess what? I only have one junior for this year

Same high sch with me same hometown

I pity my dear little precious jr... Wendy

the one n only~~~

ohhhhh.... =/

This sem is seriously packed like hell...

Gosh, God please gimme strength to overcome

I need to be a superwomen

*cough*

-miss mum, miss home-

emo post

Seriously i miss home. And things haven been easy for me. I slept for only half an hour last night. I.... I... I'm bring emo again. I'm nt arranged to stay with my dear michelle and was arranged to stay wit seniors, with not my precious mich ( tho jie ying was a nice gal).

Never really felt so depressed. I cun even control my tears when i leave my mum n check in this morning. I never felt this way for sure even for the first time i leave home. I dun understand why is all this happening and feeling.

I miss you... but u're not here.
I want you...
i Nid you...
I miss mum...

I hate myself for acting like a weak baby
i tried to be strong... but...i failed i think... ='(

-seriously depressed-