Ending First Quarter

OMG, its so freaking scary March is coming to an end,
which means first quarter is almost gone~
A lot has come and go and i guess from now on my blog shall be a photoless one = _ =
No lappie, no time, no interesting life...
Thats the reason behind and the summary of my life now

FYI, yours truly will be 25 in half a year time
sigh~ time flies
and yet there are still a lot of things uncertain hmmmm

Guess I shall end this post with a current top three addicted song with ya'all 
Enjoy peeps... Keep fighting!

-This and that, yes and no, go or stop?-

濫好人 too good till it becomes bad?

Badly addicted to this local song =)

it feels bad to be abandoned here not knowing what's up with you 

i just dont get what the shit just happened 

Maybe I'm wrong, Maybe its your PMS 

or maybe its my PMS 

I dont wanna know 

I just wanna go home =/

-whats wrong with love?-

人海中遇见你

你的愛值得信賴
你的心靠在身邊
只要你在我就有許多夢想
只要你在我就有更多力量

親愛的我多麼幸運
人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望
就從這一刻起和你分享所有感覺
親愛的我多麼幸運
人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望
 就從這一刻起和你分享真心的感覺

你的愛沒有保留
 你的心獻給了我
只要你在我就有更多理想
與你同在就好像擁抱天堂

親愛的我多麼幸運
人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望
每一天在這裡永遠永遠有家的感覺

親愛的我多麼幸運
人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望
 每一天在這裡永遠永遠有家的感覺
你的愛沒有保留
你的心獻給了
我只要你在我就有更多理想
與你同在就好像擁抱天堂

親愛的我多麼幸運
人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望
每一天在這裡永遠永遠有家的感覺

親愛的我多麼幸運
 人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望
 每一天在這裡和你分享家的感覺

最近非常触动我心的一首歌

My recent addiction =)

-哪一首歌，最近触动了你的心呢？-

Where's the love?

Recent addiction X) *too bad its so sad it really touches me and shake my emotions*

爱情掉在哪里？井柏然

我的爱情掉在哪里？

刚好。。。掉进，我心底。。。

-怎么办？-

礼物

I like my evil toe nails or slutty nails?

(but they look horrible in my finger nails)

It;s nice to be evil once in a while... Let the wilds control =)

A sad song I'm insane nao

刘力扬 - 礼物

终于在今天划上句点

一整夜翻开过去画面快

想不起我们为何会诀别

只看到那双你送的鞋

走一步又一步

我才发现转了个圈走了好几年

又回到原点

你送的礼物会不会太特别

毫不避讳那不安的传言

但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉

难道你早想让我走远

你送的礼物

在此刻好体贴陪我回忆把过往走一遍穿了这些年

难免会有污点就像每段爱 总会有终点

世上最残酷的 恐怕是时间困住人

一切却还向前

干涸的眼再挤不出一点咸

爱到如此可悲的境界

走一步又一步

却跟不上你的脚步你满意了

为什么我却只想要哭

你说做自己吧 我们都做回自己 哦...

不要再为爱受委屈

你送的礼物

原来是一场劫终于分别

宿命一样准确可笑到想要

你赔给我时间爱情有时廉价得可怜

光着脚我一路奔跑 鲜血泪水一路狂飙收起我的骄傲

承认曾经备受煎熬鞋上那记号 只有你能明瞭过了这一夜

我就全忘掉

~.~.~.~.~.~

There are thing which you shall never understand if you never gone through it.

I'm trying to be strong...

Trying berry hard... almost there...

*i can catch a glimpse of light*

-quiet Xmas without you, merry christmas-

A Letter Promising I Love You (4)- END

This is a post to continue what I (or we) have written in the last post in case you don't know.
A love story~ please refer to the previous posts...



Last post... Thanks for staying to read and sorry if it's not a perfectly nice story ^^





Subconsciously, Tyler could felt the presence of Mandy since the day of the accident.
He could smell the sweet scent of her hair nearby. He could feel each stroke of her fingers combing through his hair every day.
And when Mandy put his hand on her chest, he too could felt how fast Mandy's heart race and each beat of her heart gave him the strength to continue living. Even though he couldn't reach out for her physically, he wanted to rise again and give her a big hug but he was too weak to do so.
He was in pain, pain inflicted during the accident.
It seems tones of weight is been pressured upon him making him to weak to do anything else but to feel using his senses only.
He wanted to give up on her but the thought of spending the rest of his live with the love of his life was too great to be overcome. He couldn't resist himself and slowly his willpower in him grows as days goes by.
Slowly, he manages to see some light but still he couldn't manage to reach out for it.
As time passes by, the light started to grow, it grew brighter and its light gave even more strength to Tyler. The warmth from the light felt just like the warmth of Mandy's skin. Tyler grew stronger on the inside.
Their anniversary is coming near, Tyler wanted to celebrate with her. He couldn't resist the temptation of being not able to celebrate with her, he missed it last year, and he couldn’t afford to lose it again this time, he told himself.
A sudden surge of strength came to him, a force of will that came without him realizing it.
He rises, taking one step at a time, towards the guiding light that has been shining on him for the past few months.
He struggles, he falls a few times while making the effort, but he doesn’t give up.
Because deep inside he knows once he reaches the light, he will be able to see Mandy again.
At last, with much pain and determination, he manages to reach the light and tear right through it.
Bright lights pierce through his eyes when he tries to open his eyelid.
He opens his eyes slowly, weakly… He manage to see a blurry figure lying beside him, he couldn’t identify who it was. He tries to make a sound, but it seems tiny.
He tries again, finally, he manage to utter weakly,
"m.....a......n..........d............y?"



"m...a....n....d...y..."
A voice that sounds so like Tyler n yet she is not sure as the voice is so soft that she thought she imagine it.
And yet deep in her heart, she can feel how familiar this voice is.

A voice that she have been hoping to hear for the past few months.
A voice that gives her an adrenaline rush every time when he calls her name but is this Tyler?
Mandy wonders how come the dream is so different today. She slowly open her eyes while hearing herself say: “Is this you Tyler my dear?”
And in front of her eyes, she couldn’t believe what she sees.
There he was, blinking his eyes with his long lashes, and a gaze so deep so full of love.
Suddenly, big fat drops of tears fall from her cheek. She hold Tyler's hands strongly.
And this time, it was the tears of joy that rolls down
She hugged him so tightly as though he is gonna vanish once again like what he did in the dream.
“Tyler.....”
That was what she is capable of saying now and slowly Tyler wipes of the tears from her cheek.
With all the energy he had, he tries to speak clearly with his weak voice.
“Mandy.... will u marry me?”
Mandy gaze into Tyler's eyes, not knowing what to say as she have been waiting for this day too long that she lost her words as she soaks in the joy of feeling his warmth once again in her arms. She hugs him tightly and she suddenly remembers the dream.
The dream of Tyler and her having their own family. The dream that repeats every night telling her to have faith, to be strong so tat Tyler can live on.
“Yes…Yes I do.” Mandy says softly feeling embrace in Tyler’s love.
And slowly... weakly… softly... gently… Tyler took off the necklace from Mandy's neck and put the small ring into her fingers, where the ring should belong.
The sun shines into the room, making the small diamond sparkles.
Mandy can still feel the warmth in the ring, that was transferred from her chest.
The warmth that provides her with the faith...
To believe in their Love.



7 months after, they held their wedding ceremony church-like in the Garden of Eves.
It was a small scale wedding ceremony attended by families, relatives, and close friends.
Tyler was nervous when he stand at the end of the aisle to wait for Mandy. He keeps check on the watch wondering why she’s not here yet. Every waiting moment becomes so unbearable. He has been waiting for this moment so long to be spend to rest of his life with the love of his life.
There Mandy comes, walking from the other end of the carpet, dress in a simple dress with the white veil across her face. Even though there is a veil there, but Tyler can see how beautiful she is, he wants to remember this moment forever and tell their children how pretty their mother was on the day of their wedding.
The moment has come, the pastor asked both of them:
"Are you willing to take Tyler/Mandy as your husband/wife through thick and thin, through happy times and sad times, through ups and downs, never give up o abandon him/her despite of all, "
Both of them said Yes without any hesitation and so they kissed under the shimmering moonlight, witnessed by families, relatives, and friends.
Fireworks blasted thru the sky and it reads "Mandy, I Love You, Always and Forever" glimmered the sky for a split second. Mandy and Tyler dance under the moonlight and the background plays "Keri Hilson ft. Neyo - Knocked You Down "



I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids
Every mornin' I look at you and smile

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the guy in me just died tonight

You were always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept yo
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'
We, were never meant to be baby we just happen

Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
'Cause we had it, we was magic
I was flyin', now I'm crashin'



THE E-N-D



Raymond have fantastic english i think. What do all of you think about this story?
I like it personally. Just a Sharing~ Feel free to comment on anything. ^^
Knock you down is my fav hit song now. Trust me! it's nice...
Listen to the song played in my blog =)



p/s: treasure evryone that appears in your life esp those you love.
Life only happen ONCE~

-one more to go, holiday mood-

Listen

Nothing's gonna change my love for u

*Khalil Fong*

失落沙洲

*徐佳莹*

I'm in love with these songs recently

我不是一定要你回来

只是当又一个人看海回头才发现你不在

留下我迂回的徘徊

我不是一定要你回来

只是当又把回忆翻开

除了你之外的空白

还有谁能来教我爱

-wake me up, i need to struggle this final through-

我喜欢

我喜欢

我喜欢无拘无束的生活

我喜欢无拘无束的听音乐

把歌曲放到大大声

让歌词听进心里~

我喜欢我现在的生活...

蔡健雅的新专缉[若你碰到他]

我喜欢 ^^

-周五快快到,剩下的时间慢慢过=) -

our song & my 卢广仲

I start to like a weird singer recently~

He looks weird his clothing's add up to be weird

His hair definitely is weird n noob

Even the title of his songs are weirdy...

He is...

卢广仲

*noob spec like Fang Da Tong but FDT handsome he's noob XD*

I like [好想挥霍],[早安,晨之美],[寂寞考]

~last song makes me think of you and steven~

~How Do i Live without You~

LeAnn Rimes

I could get my mind stop thinking bout you when i listen to this song

the lyrics... just simple make me goes *nod nod nod*

=3=

><><><><><><><><><><><><

How do I,Get through the night without you?

If I had to live without you,What kind of life would that be?

Oh, I need you in my arms, need you to hold,

You're my world, my heart, my soul,

If you ever leave,baby you would take away everything good in my life,
And tell me now,

How do I live without you?

I want to know

How do I breathe without you?

If you ever go

How do I ever, ever survive?

How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

-miraculously great mood recentlyO.o -

百般交错

我的心情...

百般交错

似好非好...似坏非坏

考完了MAJOR我应该松一口气的

但我爱的的科目,却很像一踏糊涂

原本等待回去要玩个够够

怎么知道量要做工

盈达琳六月才回两个星期

他,不懂什么时候回,更不懂回多久

唉...原本脑袋里的计划...

怎么办????

爱上了[暖色系]...还有[隐形面具]

-等待-

My Favorite

Hapieee Birthday Li Mei~

I Love my Bio Gang family...

I Am Stupid = 내 머리가 나빠서

By SS501

Love this song...

내 머리는 너무나 나빠서

(我真的很傻 心里只有你)

너 하나밖에 난 모르고

(望着别人的你)

다른 사람을 보고있는 넌이런 내마음도 모르겠지

(大概也不会了解我的这种心情吧)

너의 하루에 나란 없겠지

(你的一天里大概不会有我)

또 추억조차 없겠지만

(连回忆里也不会有)

너만 바라만 보고있는 난 자꾸 눈물이 흐르고있어

(只看着你的我 总是默默流泪)

너의 뒷모습을 보는것도 난 행복이야

(看着你的背影 对我来说也是种幸福)

아직 나의 마음을 몰라도 끝내 스치듯이 가도

(就算你不懂我的心一直到最后 Oh～)

니가 너무 보고싶은 날엔

(在想见你的时候)

너무 견디기 힘든 날에는

(在难以忍受的时候)

너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아

(我爱你这句话一直徘徊在嘴边)

혼자 다시 또 Cry for you

(我独自一人 Cry for you )

혼자 다시 또 Missing for you

(我独自一人 Missing for you)

Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

너의 하루에 난 없겠지

(你的一天里大概不会有我)

또 기억조차 없겠지만

(连回忆里也不会有)

너만 바라만 보고있는 나

(只看着你的我)

혼자 추억을 만들고 있어

(只能自已编织回忆)

내겐 사랑이란 아름다운 상처같아

(对我来说爱情它是道美丽的伤口)

너의 예쁜 미소를 보아도

(就算看到你美丽的笑容)

함께 난 웃지도 못해

(我也无法和你一起笑 no Oh～)

니가 너무 생각나는 날엔

(在心情糟糕时候)

가슴 시리고 슬픈 날에는

(在难过悲伤的时候)

니가 보고싶다 입가에 맴돌아

(我想你 这句话一直徘徊在嘴边)

혼자 다시 또 Cry for you (我独自一人 Cry for you)

혼자 다시 또 Missing for you (独自一人 Missing for you)

Baby I love you I'm waiting for youmuist~

updates

I want a McD ice cream~

It always cheer up my day...
I wan i wan...

Busy like what recently.... arggghhhh

Can i go out n breath the air of freedom?

I love 黄靖伦recently~

His voice is so so so very sexy man...

傻里傻气 so nice....

He say i like this song coz me oso like tat...

Got ka? XD

Fly~ ka yau syndy~ ^^

在记忆中找你

爱在记忆中找你 - 林峰

我对你 这一生 哪个可比

我与你 差一些 永远一起

邂逅时间场地 似连场好戏

要自何页说起

爱太重 深呼吸 欠缺空气

爱太美轻轻的 却载不起

爱情来到时候 似明媚天气

它走了 突然骤变雪落雨飞

如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你

连遇上亦要躲避

无非想放下你 还是挂念你

谁又会及我伤悲

前事最怕有人提起 就算怎么伸尽手臂

我们亦有一些距离

你太远 该怎么 说对不起

你太近 一转身 却已高飞

快乐也许太短 似场流星雨

一眨眼 就如幻觉怕又记起

如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你

连遇上亦要躲避

无非想放下你 还是挂念你

谁又会及我伤悲

前事最怕有人提起 就算怎么伸尽手臂

我们亦有一些距离

如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你

连遇上亦要躲避

无非要放下你 还是挂念你谁又会及我伤悲

前事最怕有人提起 就算怎么伸尽手臂

我们亦有一些距离

我情愿我狠心憎你 我还在记忆中找你